AshiTphotography.

mishasminions:

maritzac:

dauntlessardor:

shmeards:

gods-nips:

I AM SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS WEBSITE LIKE I CANNOT.

I’VE BEEN LAUGHING FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES STRAIGHT.

Always reblog

like…who makes the decisions and why do the friends go along with it….

that

THAT THING RIGHT THERE

WHAT IS GOING ON

(Source: slendrman)

(Source: k-i-l-l-a-p-a-m)

clannyphantom:

talk shit get cried in front of


Success is liking yourself, liking what you do, and liking how you do it.
- Maya Angelou (via prufrockslovesong)

(Source: onlinecounsellingcollege)


bravegirl-living:

Went to the dietician yesterday. I gained a lot of weight in the passed week, and I am now, ~officially~ at my target weight. Not at the range she was “allowing” me for a little while. But the weight michigan wanted me at, the weight my next 2 partial teams wanted me at, where my growth charts indicate, my pre-ED weight, etc.

I started sobbing in her office, and cried and panicked for probably an hour after (poor Eileen was so nice omg). This weight just has so much behind it for me. It signifies everything I’m scared of: It’s normal. More than that, it’s the weight I was at while I was well.

It is what the old Sarah weighed— the Sarah I hated so much I did absolutely everything I could to destroy her.

I spent the rest of the day pretty upset. And I’m going to resist the urge to end this post with “but I’ve accepted it and it’s okay now!”

Because that’s not true.

So here’s the truth: I hate it. I hate that I’m going up to my cottage at this weight next week. I want desperately to lose as much as I can before we leave.

But I’m not going to. I’m going to hold on.

Because I can’t be the girls I saw in a support group the other day. I’ve been them for too long— collapsed into myself, helpless, no self-efficacy to be found. Eating disorders don’t make you interesting or special. They make you ineffectual and stagnant.

I may have hated the old Sarah, the Sarah I tried to destroy. But I certainly don’t want to be the Sarah who knows nothing but her eating disorder and treatment centers and never grew as anything but ‘patient.’

I can build who I want to be. But losing weight was never a part of it.

I used to think
I was overreacting.

now I realize
it was just a

normal reaction
to an abnormal

amount of
bullshit.

- (via delaniekae)

imessaged:

when i was younger nobody wanted to mess with me and my squad

imessaged:

when i was younger nobody wanted to mess with me and my squad

seaworlcl:

IM LAUGHIGN SO HARD

MY GREAT AUNT FRIENDED SOMEONE WITH THE SMAE NAME AS ME ON FACEBOOK THINKING IT WAS ME 

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the girld idnt even question it ic ant breathe 


butimamermaid:

nymphetgarden:

Namaste means “my soul recognizes yours” not “I tripped really hard at a festival once and now I’m filled with the wisdom of the Earth”

THIS. FUCKING THIS.


esnickibitches
Period spam sorry not sorry.
I have been sabotaged by my own uterus.

alganus:

every freakin month.

alganus:

every freakin month.